Wanna Fuck?

4:13am: AnGy
HAPPY 21st Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well...technically yesterday was!!!! i hope you had a great day bebe!

12:38am: okay so my life is extremely boring. i have to get my wisdom tooth removed on july 20th and im really fucking nervous ugh! I went to Star's bands show at the talent farm tonight and um tomorrow is 66o6 and i am shitting myself. Im starting my diet tomorrow! yay!

...okay im done.


-Tracy

1:00am: psh
Wow, two weeks of him being up there and his ears are fucking huge again and he has a tattoo taking up his chest...i wonder if he's even going to look/act like my boyfriend by the time he comes back

11:15pm: yAy!!!!!!!!!
im sooo happy!!! Bebe and Prada get along now...i swear to god, i've never seen Bebe sooo happy in my life, all shes been wanting to do tonight is play with the kitten!! yay!! I cant wait for Will to come home and see them together<3333

11:28pm: Okay so..i got a kitten yesterday. Her name is Prada. She weighs about a pound and a half and shes tiny as hell and all black with like greenish turquise eyes...i love her, shes sweet...but Bebe hates her=(


i would post pictures.....if i had a digital camera that worked.

11:09pm: FuCk v-DaY
Oh man tomorrow is gunna suck...my first time without a valentine in years. But the lovely Oreo and Angy called me today and asked me to be their Valentine l0l that was the greatest<3

Today after class i went shopping with Kelsey. She bought her V-Day shirt and i bought a corset..



This was by far the most pointless journal entry ever.

5:04am: woo..im so tired..i just took nyquil like...20 min ago..and its hittin..yay..finally some sleep soon!!!...my bday was yesterday..well, friday..and i had sooo much fun hanging out with kelsey, emi, and will!! you guys made my day, thank you and i love you!!!!

i wanted to hang out with kelsey today..but i felt like shit..will gave me his cold thingie...bastard!!..psshh..hes snoring sooo fuckin loud!


OMG YAY..i forgot about our grades being posted...and i checked them today, and yay another 4.0 i was so suprised!!! it makes me so happy!! im on the presidents list now yay wooo!!!


..ooh man i really wanna move out RIGHT now!!!

okay and someone needs to fix my LJ up for me!!! plllzz!


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General Info:
Name: Tracy Labell
Age: 19
Sex: Female
Orientation: straight

Have your ever:
Pop kissed? yea
Madeout? pshh..makeout whore
Got felt up? maybe;)
Gotten your boob sucked? pshh..you make it sound so dirty
Got fingered? no, i get fisted.
Got eaten out? MY FAVORITE!!
Had sex? i dont believe in premarital sex
Given head? all the time!
jacked off a guy? maybe
69? yeah
anal? FUCK YOU BARRRRRRRRRS!!!!!!!!!!

sex positions:
missionary? yes
doggy style? yes
reversed cowgrl? okay seriously this one is my favorite!
been on top? yeap
lateral? i dont get it..

Places you've had sex:
Bed? yes
car? yes
shower? duh
pool? yes...and my pool/jacuzzi too...WHO WANTS TO GO SWIMMING?? ahaha
couch? yea
kitchen? yeap
public place? duh..psh im tracy
bathroom? yeah

Sex in general:
have u been fully naked? wow..dumb question
lights off? yes
lights on? yes
seen a porn? yes
masterbated? ive tried ittt
used toys or any type of thing? yeap
been biten? yeah
biten someone? of course
made the first move? god..im such a slut
had a 3 some? ;)
swallowed cum? yummi
gotten your ass smacked? ..yeah..and thats not cool.
got your hair pulled? mmm..hott ;)
pulled someones hair? yeappp
3 way kiss?. oh god yes
stripped for your partner?..i think so
lap dance? haha yeah but it wasnt a serious one

same sex questions:
madeout with a person of the same sex? yes
did anything else? unfortunately
been naked with them? duh
showered with them? yeah...it doesnt bother me. we have the same parts!
thought u were homosexual? haha yeah..well..more like..feared if i was i guess you could say...i think almost everyone goes through that though

sex talk during sex: yeah
have u ever moaned? yes
loudly? ;)
on purpose? haha...maybe
have u ever said anything dirty (like a phrase or word)? duh
have u ever said the persons name? duh
have u ever laughed? yea
have u ever used pet names? ..noo
have u ever told the person u loved them? yeap
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okay im about to pass out now...
i dont even know what im typingh
goodnight

xo*ox MuAhZ xo*ox

12:27am: oh man...im so tired, i don't even know what if what i type will make sense..but im going to attempt anyway...

school is ending in two days!!!!!! so maybe i will have a life again for a couple weeks wooo!!!...

....fucking overload of school work. A 1,000 word commentary on an influencial speaker due Fri, another persuasive speech to turn in and present tommorrow, and my final to study for in Religions for Fri.

GODDAMNIT SCHOOL END ALREADY!!!

whatever so far i have 750 words done, i finished everything for my speech, and tomorrow i will finish my commentary and study for the test!!!!!


So James and Chris came to pick up will today and i was talking to them for a little bit...i wish i could hang out more often with them....

I WENT TO STARBUCKS WITH KELSEY TONIGHT!!! it was our first date...first time hanging out alone....mark that shit on a timeline.

We had fun and talked and drank tea, and then we went to her house to get her bathing suit and i met her parents who were really nice and i hope they don't hattte me!!

then we came to my house and went in the jacuzzi!!!!!! and Emi joined us too!!!! goddamn we have been planning that for so long!!! it was great. FUCK PARTIES, i have so much more fun hanging out with the people i love...people that dont judge me...people that dont talk shit...people that wont fuck me over....so if you are one of those people, lets hang out on my summmer break!!

........will's talking a lot, and im not listening..just agreeing..haha...i love him..he's so cute....i want to squeeeeeeeeze him!!!



okay enough babbling...its beddie time for this litl girl xo*ox

6:58am: I got an XBOX yesterday....and i bought Grand Theft Auto.....I wanna beat up hookers!!!

12:25am: Make up your FUCKING mind...you don't know what YOU want.
I'm fucking done. I can't deal with this shit. I don't fucking CARE anymore!!!!



































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6:45pm: ....i'm slowly dying. I feel so depressed right now...God...I can't do anything right...I truly can't. Everytime i try, something's always wrong, I'm just a failure. Maybe i care too much, maybe i shouldn't try anymore.......i think that's what he wants, i'll do anything to make you happy.



I wish i was so fucked up right now that i couldn't feel anything....

3:58am: if you loved me, you wouldnt do anything to hurt yourself.
Please don't do anything stupid...please...please...please!!!

i feel like im going to puke. i love you so much...please dont do anything stupid. I dont think ill be able to sleep tonight. I don't know what to do, i feel like dying. I really hope he wasn't serious....God, please help him. This is my fault, i should have let him stay the night. But, he promised me that he wouldn't hurt himself. Where are you?!?!?!?! Please call me tomorrow and let me know that you are okay..that you are safe. What do i do? I don't know where to look, i dont know who to call. Maybe he was just trying to scare me...


Please call me tomorrow. Let me know you are okay. I know i said i didn't care, but i do, this is K-I-L-L-I-N-G me.

.....it hurts me more than anything to know that you really got me a ring.



iloveyou


<3Thank you Emi for everything that you did tonight, you are such a great person...You have such a big heart.

4:04pm: Happy Birthday Ali!!! finally legal

12:39am: I love Starbucks time<33 and i LOVE spending it with Emi & Kelsey. And i loved torching them with my emoness. . . .

i don't know what i'd do without you guys or Conor <3333


*No matter how hard you try, you can NEVER bring me down. You will NEVER break me.*
-I got an A on my World Religions test woop motherfuckers!. . .I'm so going for another 4.0, Don't worry...when im a doctor, you can be my first patient...We all know that you're fucked up in the head.

6:31pm: Should I talk slower like you're a retard
Should I talk slower like you're retarded

Yo they think you're dumb
I think you're smart
No, wait, I lied
I think you're dumb

They think you're dumb
I think you're smart
No, wait, I lied
I think you're dumb

Get it
Get it
Get it
You just dont get it
Get it
Get it
Get it

You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker

You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfuck


*That song makes me think of someone..hmmmm*
i'm tired....i think im gunna take a nap

....I LOVE YOU EMMMMI!!!
...Wanna bone?

1:17am: **Woo i have a new livejournal now**
Thank you Kelseyy....

Okay so ive been pretty happy with how things are now. It's like everything is back to how it used to be now. Me and Emi used to hang out like every FUCKING day...and now i force her to again =) and Kelsey came back today from Puerto Rico woop...i missed YOU!!!...and Will you need to get over SHIT man, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE...stop trying to fuck things up...my mom thinks your a dumbass for that e-mail, and i think you're a dumbass for attempting to fuck up my life...woo good job.

i got like 10 new cds in the past week too<33333 5 are bright eyes and the other ones were like MSI, ElectroClash, and Crystal Method.

Awe man Kelsey you need to fix my LJ it looks like shit and YOU owe me an ice cream biatcch.

Em- thanks for the dinner...it was madd good...im used to mom's cooking and EMAIL me my damn HOMEWORK!!!

Errr i have school tomorrow. . . .fuck...im not tired yet.

. . . .WHATEVER...this weekend im going to Orlando..anyone want to join?

xo*ox MuAhZ xo*ox
<3 Tracy

1:15am: Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, (MYSPACE)
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took (MYSPACE)
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)